Its just a ship, dumbass

I thought that FRIENDSHIP is a SHIP that NEVER SINKS...

Life has been going up and down for me. For once I felt that friends were so close that we were bonded to be for life. And there comes trials and misunderstandings which breaks us apart, sets us far away, and *poof* gone it is.

Learning to socialize has been a huge problem for me since childhood. SOCIALIZING is not easy. Trust me, I've been through many broken friendships and I'm healed. Probably I can be a psychologist one day treating teenz with broken friendships. = ]

I've tried many ways to release my stress.

1. Go to the beach

2. Alcohol *trust me, it doesn't work when you're sober the next morn*

3. Shouting/Crying out loud

4. Earphones with loud music

5. Force myself to sleep with panadols

and these five don't work...

So I've figured out what should I do. I'm going down to my condo, and do some exercise*gym* and straight to swim. I hope it works...

Night swim?? not bad huh = ]

Swimming partner : ]??

my one and always

last of all, I've decided to remove my chatbox due to the spam by i-don't-know-who people. So = ] good day people!